What brings the night

The light from the TV shone on our shapes,
And the sound of it was mixed in my head, 

Lost with the other sweet sounds that stuck in my ears. 

The warmth on my chest seemed to frighten all the autumn cold, 

And my hands were so lost in your hair, entangled in the softness of your touch. 

Kisses were lost in a dance older than existence, 

And your sighs stole all my reason, 

making me mad. 

I almost lost my mind, 

I almost said something that could have made me regret my whole life 

but for seconds I really wanted to let those words escape. 

I know you were mine mere hours, but those little moments felt so eternal...

Demise

My thoughts seem like a prison I cannot escape,
Actually, more like a torture chamber,
Painfully bringing out the worst of me,
Hurting every fiber of my lonely being.
Light seems to run away from this place,
Leaving me in darkness with the animal that I hide.
What lovely illusion,
What lovely picture,
But the curtain has fallen again,
I have feelings, you know?
I have many things in store
But I will not stand again for a bond that I can only carry,
Not again.
So then, the animal that I hide,
craving for you,
must devour once more,
Every feeling, every breath, every thought
Bringing back my body to this dark room,
Prisoner of my own demise,
My own doom,
Far away

Such difficult feeling to want something so bad, and to have to stop yourself because you know is bad for you.

 Demasiada humillación para toda una vida.