Discarded

Kind of funny how the story repeats itself,
even when I try to get away from all the patterns,
I'm here again, spinning in my own destruction.

I know, I know,
I tried to save a dog again,
and it just bit me hard.

I can't save anyone.
There were too many red flags I didn't want to see,
because of love.

Love that was not worth it,
love that was wasted,
love that was discarded like garbage.

And it's even funnier to know that he's never going to learn from his mistakes,
from his narcissism,
from his ego.
Well... just let it be.

Igual, siempre te negué cosas.

El frío nos obligó a correr,
nos servimos un café de dioses,
y hablamos de últimas veces.
Yo miraba embobada su alma,
naufragaba en sus cálidos ojos,
pero sabía que todos estos momentos dorados,

se van a apagar, 

cuando la luz ya no brille sobre estos sentimientos.

No hay temor de las consecuencias,

solo me sentí atrapada cuando no fui capaz de liberar mis propias palabras,
aunque fui impulsiva y tomé lo que quería,
no me arrepiento de tomar la última copa a tu salud.
Ahora será difícil no ceder ante peticiones,
decir que si, jugando...