This isn't fair

How many tears have I shed for you?

I can't even try to count them.

In the end, my heart already knew that you were only hurting me.

Did I still believe that you could be mine?

When your eyes were closed to the absolute truth,

To the only truth that was important:

that I used to love you,

and I thought that I could give my life for yours.

Forgive me for what I've done.

I tried so hard to fight these feelings,

but you were the one who always played with them.

I blame you for your selfishness.

I wanted to have you forever

because I believed that you were the one,

but I was mistaken again.

Even when I fought so hard,

You didn't even blink.

And it isn't fair.