Killing thoughts

I'm craving your breath close to me,

wanting your hand holding mine,

losing my mind over your smile,

trying to hold onto my dream,

but waking up alone again.

I thought about the complex situation of being so insecure about something and at the end losing it.

You know about this pain as much as I know you.

Crucify me again, I'm forever doomed now.

If I don't say it now,

I'll never say it.

I won't let you live; I prefer to kill you than to lose you.

Maybe in a fourth dimension, we could belong together.