So blind

I’m stunned,

surprised like I haven’t been in a long time.

I usually tend to be quite apathetic about life,

or lean toward pessimism.

Today, I’m trying to decipher what I’m feeling.

I know I’m happy, 

but there’s something underneath,

something bothering me.

If this was what I wanted,

if I was so sure about it,

why am I doubting?

Maybe I’m just scared.

I thought this would never happen,

and I was ready to let go.

Well, let this settle in.

Let this grow.

We’re not alone anymore...