I did nothing wrong

She told me that everything was going to be okay.

I believed that she was right.

After several days and some incredibly long nights, I started to feel better than before.

Shitty things happen all the time in my life, so why did I believe it would be different this time?

Nothing has crushed me before, and this surely wouldn't be the first event to do so.

However, I was scared of my dark side. Sometimes, it wants to take control and handle situations aggressively, but luckily, it didn't. My rational part came to the rescue, saving me from seeking vengeance and entertaining terrible thoughts and feelings.

At some point, I believed that I really wanted to hurt those who wronged me, to make them bleed and suffer to the point of wishing for death. But then again, it was only my dark side speaking for me.

I'm not like that; it's just not who I am. It's time to tell the good Alex that she needs to be less afraid of her dark side. In the end, light always wins.